Happy Birthday

Watch Transformers 2 with Khair in the afternoon. Transformers 2 is so draggy and long winded can, other than that, everything was fine. My rating for it is 7/10 and apparently Newspaper rating is 0.5/5. l0l

Was so shock to see Kelly joined my CG for the 1st time. Praise the Lord, i believe this is not a coincident but another God's work. And now what! JR is saying he wants to attend church, praise the Lord for working through me and through them. Abba, i know that because You have hear me, You will work all these out for me and for them.

Today's CG was a session for Jared, Daryl and Pris for moving up to GenRev. Was a really touching and anointed session, and thank God for Daryl's anointed prayer for all of us.

I was telling them that i want to serve in a ministry but was afraid that it will affect my feeding. My CG was telling me that when i serve for God, he will make me serve out of rest and it will be a overflowing serving.
Praise the Lord, i have decided not to worry about all these and instead put my faith on Jesus that He will work all things out for me. Jesus loves me and He will not allow me to suffer any lack. Hallelujah.

Abba, i know that because you have hear me, my birthday celebration tomorrow will be a good one. Amen.

Dear Anthony Yeo in heaven,

Not long ago after I heard about your contribution to the society, I was informed that you have been diagnosed with a cancer. My heart sank; because there is so much that I needed to learn from you and the world that still need your help.

Yesterday the newspaper broke the news that you are gone, sad but atleast I know that right now, you are sitting with our Father in heaven.

I found many similarities between you and me when we were young. Both of our fathers were odd job worker, lives in rental flat and we flunk our exams so frequently. But it’s because all these made you able to empathize with “those who struggle with painful experiences”.

I just want to let u know that although i don't have any chance to sit under your teaching but you have inspired me more than sitting in classroom alone.

You might be gone but your wisdom will be with us to pass down from generation to generations.

Forgiveness of sin

Today Pastor Prince shared the power of knowing the eternal forgiveness of sin through Christ. When Jesus absorbed all our sin on the cross, God makes us righteous through Jesus' finished work.

Since Romans 5:17 stated clearly that righteousness is a gift hence it's not through our work . Thank God that righteousness is a gift that God freely gave us, we don't have to work to maintain it. I bet that if we have to maintain it , we sure fail terribly.

Pastor also shared the meaning of forgiveness, which is
a) Release from bondage or imprisonment.
b) Forgiveness or pardon of sins (letting them go as if they had never been committed)
c) Remission of the penalty.

Hallelujah! It might sound easy, yes indeed it is easy because Jesus make easy for us. "]

And if God wants to keep track of all our sin, who would be able to stand before Him. (Psalm 130:3) Basically no one, so God has to sent Jesus to die for our sin in order to allow us to have the right standing in front of Him. We are BLESSED in His perfect work, hallelujah!

Pastor shared that many problem in our lives is causes by not knowing that we have been forgiven. For example guilt, condemnation which beget sicknesses in our bodies.

It's the forgiveness of sin allow us to have liberty/freedom to set us free. Praise the Lord.

Heavenly Abba, i proclaim that i have the freedom/liberty through the forgiveness of sin.To know that i'm completely forgive is to set myself free and to allow blessing to flow into my life. Abba i hereby restore all my health and wealth through the proclamation which you have sent away all my sicknesses, bondage and poverty on the cross.

Amen.

Jesus' love cast out all my fears.

My ambition for now is to be counsellor and i hope to work in my church or to be a life coach when i retired. Right now i'm doing something similar to social work which is not really what i want, but i see it as a stepping stone for me. I don't know wheather is this what God wants me to do, if it's not, i believe God has a bigger plan for me.

I thank God that i'm able to shared my "giants" with my spirtual brothers. I'm grateful that i'm in the care group whom they can relate my problems spiritually.

Eugene shared that sometimes because of human's ego or pride causes us have difficulty submitting our problem to God. But actually it's not very difficult too, amen? Everytime when we tell God that we cannot but He can, He can turn everything around for our Good. Hallelujah. Whenever we see Him above us and our problem, His favors will rain on us freely. Hallelujah! Let go and let God!

Abba Jesus, thank You that You not only saved my life but i'm called for a destiny and for Your purpose. Hallelujah~ Abba i know because You are with me, i will be blessed and you will prosper me in everything i do! Abba, i give thanks that when i come towards You with all my worries and cares, You covered me with Your love.
Perfect love casts out fears ( 1 John 4:17)
He who calm all fears. (zephaniah 3:17) Amplified version.

Something happened when we were in the foodcourt after Arrow service.

Aunty: What event u all have ar? So many people.
Beloveds : Oh we just finish church.
Aunty: Oisee, i have never seen so many in this foodcourt before!

Wa praise the Lord, indeed we are blessed to be a blessing <3

Everything for my good

Pastor Prince mentioned in today's sermon that many people came to received Christ because they are helpless and maybe despair, looking forward for help.

This is the very reason our Lord, Jesus Christ came. It's because if we can do right and live without sin then we don't need Jesus. But God know that we can't and so He sent Jesus Christ to be our perfect offering. Hallelujah.

Pastor Prince also mentioned that God predestined us to be in the image of Jesus, and whatever i do, God will cultivate my personality to look like Jesus. Hallelujah. That's mean i can only turn good and not bad. Amen.

Best of all, because God wants to transform us into Jesus, He will work everything for our good. All the bad things and Good things, will eventually work for our Good. Praise the Lord.

And because Jesus is in control of our lives more than we realise, He can cause all bad things to turn into our good. If God is with Us, who can be against us?(Romans 8:31)

Abba Jesus, i give thanks for Your goodness and protection. I call this week a blessed one because You are the one in control who can turn everything for my good. Amen.

World Blood Donor Day

Just got back home not long ago from World Blood Donor day. It's great to make my day meaningful by volunteering. Everything was good except abit cock up and there, crazy crowd and the rude and demanding donors.

Sometime i feel that if you have to complain about the service which you felt unsatisfied, you can kindly feedback in a nice way and not treating us like a punchbag or dirt. Screaming, yelling and complaining like a bitch totally show how much your EQ is.
Definitely we treat all feedback seriously.

Anyway i enjoy the time spent with my dear friends from YDC; i look forward to all the events because i think it's the only time we can gather to volunteer and update what is going on in our life.

Anyway i'm so shag now, and i need to sleep soon.

Yea tml Pastor Prince is back.. woooo, hungry for God's word!

I'm so physically, mentally and emotionally drained! But thank God i'm still doing good spiritually.
I think i'm too native, thinking everyone is willing to be selfless.

Tml i'm on leave, and supposedly to help out in YDC community service but was canceled. I guess i shall take this opportunity to rest and seek God's word.

Really very tired of all these nonsense.

A B B A!

Guilt

Guilt is the root cause of self condemnation/self blame. It might be that you sub consciously telling yourself that you MUST achieve something or SHOULD do something. but in the 1st place no one has says u need to do all these things.

Guilt also could be formed by the perfectionist in you. You might feel bad, inadequate or incompetent when things are not done perfectly. But who say u must be perfect in everything you do, if everything is perfect, there would be no room for improvement. Most of the time, perfectionist usually lack of self confidence.

It could be also when you violate your strongest values, your mind sends you a message of disapproval ;telling you that you should not have done so.

You might be carrying over the responsibility of other people's suffering.if so you might feel responsible for other people's suffering regardless of whether or not you are guilty of any wrong you will experience tremendous amount of guilt. No one should ever feel responsible for others suffering because only the sufferer is responsible for his life and not you. IT'S NOTHING ABOUT YOU.

My word of advice is that, don't take responsibility which does not belongs to you. Admit what you have done wrong, forgive yourself because no one is perfect. Let go and move on!

If not for Your grace, how can i stand

Just got back home from DVD live recording for our church latest songs. We sang Name Above All Names and Perfect Offering 4 times. Each time we sang, the anointing gets higher and higher. Praise the Lord.

There would be Healing & Financial Breakthrough Seminar On 10 And 11 June, i'm definitely going. I just want to keep myself prioritize and to feed on God's word as much as i could.

Abba, i pray that this week will be filled with Your grace and favor. Amen.

Good day

I'm very afraid that i can't participate the year end marathon. Don't know whether my ankle allow me to finish the race. Last night i went for 15km run, and the pain on my left ankle is excruciating.

I really want to prove that by discipline, determination and perseverance i can complete the 42km run.

Anyhow, i'm glad that today i have the privilege to be Raymond's tourguide for his vacation in Singapore. We didn't go much places but i'm glad that we are still able to catch up. Time flies, it's already 6 months since the last camp.

Next year Feb, if i have extra money, i might be flying to HK to participate in a marathon with Shirley and to meet Raymond there. I pray in Jesus' name that i will have the money to go HK! Amen "]

After that in the evening, i attended Renu's son 1 year old birthday party. I'm glad to see Uncle Leong there. Couldn't catch up much and i hope we can meet up soon with the gang. "] Really miss those precious moment in QC, working enviroment is definietly less stressful than where i am now.

Jesus, i pray that You will keep Renu's family members in good health and to prosper in everything that they are doing.

2 years in Christ

2 years has passed, and i'm definitely better than who i am 2 years ago. All glory to my heavenly Abba, Jesus Christ who died for me.

I still remembered the time i enter into the zone, filled with love and grace. Maybe we are too conscious of Jesus and not about anything else.

2 years of sitting under Pastor Prince's teaching has taught me that Jesus died not just because He love me, but to give me life, everything i lack and to have authority in life.

I also learnt that there is nothing left for me to do because Jesus' work is too perfectly perfect and nothing could ever add on to His complete work! Hallelujah!

I've already receive so much of grace and favor from Him, and i know it's is not the end but the start.

Abba, i pray that you will enlarge my heart to fill in with Your love, grace, favor and grace for the rest of the walk with You.
Amen!

Happy 2nd spiritual birthday to me <3